Hi girls,
Been trying to find the best way to first apologize for not calling you on Wednesdsay, May 22nd and to explain to why I didn't.
First, I want you to know that you not getting a call from me wasn't my choice. Some may tell you it was my fault, but those people did not experience what I did.
As I told you, I have not been physically well for a while now. You also know I have been desperately trying to find a way to see you. I miss you girls terribly.
There is a current pending appeal that limits and restricts my ability to having any kind normal relationship with you. Your father and courts are well aware I am financially destitute. Yet your father filed a motion specifically asking the courts to put me in jail despite this pending Appeal and his request was granted.
So the reason you missed a call was because I was placed at Framingham State Prison where I was not allowed to call you that evening.
I am sorry. I don't have any solutions. I have been trying, but sadly unsuccessful so far w/o money.
No one will tell me WHY you are kept from me despite my repeated requests.
I don't want to go into my legal issues with your father as that is between us and not you. However, I felt it was important you know why I was not able to call you.
Some day, I pray to be reunited with you. Hold you in my arms. Hug and squeeze you.
I wish I could explain the pain I feel not being a part of your life and teaching you the basic lessons in life.
I hope one day you can forgive me.
All my love,
Your Mother
xoxoxoxo
I decided to create this page page as a result of many things such as the denial of being able to see my children, past letters I have written to my children were stolen and not given to my children, and even presents and pictures I have given them have been confiscated. This is my journey in my attempts to reconnect with my girls as well as posting periodic thoughts of them during my normal routines of my days.
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