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Sunday, June 30, 2013

This song is for you girls

Watch "MISHKA - NEVA GIVE UP" on YouTube
I heard this today and it instantly made me think of you.
This song is for you girls. I love you. I miss you terribly. AND I will never give up on you no matter who threatens us or prevents us from being together, because with each new day, we are closer to being together again.
Love,
Your Mother
xoxoxo

Friday, June 7, 2013

Why you did noy hear from me on Wed May 22nd

Hi girls,
Been trying to find the best way to first apologize for not calling you on Wednesdsay, May 22nd and to explain to why I didn't.
First, I want you to know that you not getting a call from me wasn't my choice. Some may tell you it was my fault, but those people did not experience what I did.
As I told you, I have not been  physically well for a while now. You also know I have been desperately trying to find a way to see you. I miss you girls terribly.
There is a current pending appeal that limits and restricts my ability to having any kind normal relationship with you. Your father and courts are well aware I am financially destitute. Yet your father filed a motion specifically asking the courts to put me in jail despite this pending Appeal and his request was granted.
So the reason you missed a call was because I was placed at Framingham State Prison where I was not allowed to call you that evening.
I am sorry. I don't have any solutions. I have been trying, but sadly unsuccessful so far w/o money.
No one will tell me WHY you are kept from me despite my repeated requests.
I don't want to go into my legal issues with your father as that is between us and not you. However, I felt it was important you know why I was not able to call you.
Some day, I pray to be reunited with you. Hold you in my arms. Hug and squeeze you.
I wish I could explain the pain I feel not being a part of your life and teaching you the basic lessons in life.
I hope one day you can forgive me.
All my love, 
Your Mother
xoxoxoxo